Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Fuck off.

No. I'm not OK.

No. I don't think I'll be OK.

I don't care if you've felt like I feel.

I don't want to cry on anyone's shoulder.

I just want to cry all night until the pain sinks into my pillow.

Tomorrow I'm going to wake up, and it's going to go away.

Tomorrow, I'm going to pop Bunny Boot camp into the DVD player and push my ass to the limit.

Tomorrow, today's troubles are gone.

Actually, after writing this, I already feel better.

*End Rant*

It's been a long, long past two days. Gramma S is buried and gone. Tomorrow, I'm going to resume regular programming and leave this bad feeling behind. Thanks to everyone that's been there for me. It means a lot.

Sadness Fades,

S

13 comments:

  1. Your post scared me so much that I'm almost scared to leave you a comment. Please feel better. Like you said, sadness fades. I'll go fuck off now, but please if you need anything, feel free to email me and vent. I'm here for you. I think I speak for all of your readers.

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  2. this post brought tears to my eyes. we miss you. im so sorry for your loss SCG. :( ((((HUGS))))

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  3. hope you feel better soon. sometimes what a person needs is just to be left alone. I know the last thing you want to hear right now is that someone understands so Ill just leave you alone with your thoughts and youll have my prayers.

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  4. It gets better SCG. It really does.

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  5. blogging makes me feel better tooo

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  6. You'll have to try harder than that to get rid of us!

    BTW - I've forwarded your award to a bunch of people. They love it!

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  7. I hope you do sleep it off, though I fear the grieving process takes a little longer than that.

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  8. You will get through the grieving process any way you can...and if it's blogging and telling people to fuck off, then so be it! We hope you're feeling better.

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  9. Just before I fuck off I'd like to say, I hope you feel better. xox

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  10. So, I was thinking that I was going to run into some Anime type DVD. I wasn't expecting "The Girls Next Door" DVD. At all.

    I know I shouldn't be laughing, but I am a complete dork. Why would I think you would have some sort of Japanese Anime Boot Camp DVD? Really.

    I'll go take my med's now.

    Feel better SCG.

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  11. fucking awesome post scg!
    raw and honest and just brilliantly succinct!

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